Despite feeling so unsettled last night, I slept well. That might have been the 2 gins I had. Who knows. I decided to watch some tv with my parents, and have 2 gins. We watched a nature show with david attenborough in it, about the wildlife in north america. It was really good. I learned a lot. I love nature shows. They are so educational.
My dad went to bed around 10:30 but mom and me stayed up for another hour. My plan was to do some more reading when we went to bed, but the gins kicked my ass and knocked me out. I went right to sleep once my head hit the pillow. Which is good, as I thought I was in for a rough night.
I woke at 7:30 feeling bla. Another day, another shit show. That is how I feel. We’re still struggling, and I feel very flat this morning. Maybe the feelings will lift as the day goes on. I really hope they will!
