Nervous and anxious

9 Pm already. I dont know where today went!
I didnt do much of anything, but thats ok. I kept myself as busy as I could.
I’m not having a great evening. I am feeling very unsettled. I feel so wound up. I’m scared of night time.
At least I have Nitro to keep me company. I’d be lost without him.
Its very wet outside now. Glad we dont have to go out other than to let Nitro do his business. Even then I will stand in my front porch while he’s in the garden doing his thing.
Sleep is non existent for me lately, I did doze a little for about an hour, literally I’ve got to doze when I can as those little dozing naps are all the sleep I am getting, even when I take my meds! Its crazy!
I am so nervous about so many things! I hate anxiety!

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland. View all posts by Carol anne