I’m still blocked from normas phone

So the situation with my friend Norma is, that she still has me blocked. But my supervisor from friendly call has told me she isnt answering their calls either now. She rang her sister, and apparently her sister told brenda that norma was finding the lockdown tough. So then I was able to see things from a new perspective. I can see how she’d find the lockdown really tough. She really has nobody, no friends, and only PA’S calling, they are really the only people she sees now that we’re in lockdown. I dunno maybe its just me, but I’d be more inclined to reach out more to my friends by phone then, if I couldnt see them in person. Not pull away. The other senario is, that her voices which are negative voices have told her to block me, and she’s following their orders. Either way I am saddened that she is finding it so difficult. I can relate, as I am finding things tough also, although for different reasons. I’ve decided to send her a thinking of you card, and on the card I’ll tell her to give me a call if she feels up to it, and I’ll tell her I am here for her, and not to be scared to reach out to me. If she doesnt reach out after that, then I dont know what to do. Also, my supervisor Brenda said she’d call her today, and so I told Brenda to tell her to give me a call, tell her I am not mad at her and that I care about her and I just want to check on her and talk to her and make sure she’s ok. I am super worried for her as her mental health really isnt great at all. I dont like to think of her struggling alone with her voices and anxiety and depression and psychosis. I did talk a little to Eileen about this yesterday and we did feel better after the chat. Eileen gave us some perspective on the situation.

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland. View all posts by Carol anne