I am hiding out under my duvet at the moment. I cant cope. I am so anxious. I am really not doing good tonight.
This is how it is for us at this time of year every year. I hate it.
We are trying to take back our power and not let our abusers have power over us, but OMG! If anyone says its easy their fucking lying.
Right now all I wanna do is hide out. I need to take a shower, but I cant. I’m literally unable to get up. I’m unable to come out of my hiding place. I’m like a statue, still and frozen to the spot.
God please let me get through the night in one piece!