diving under my duvet

I am hiding out under my duvet at the moment. I cant cope. I am so anxious. I am really not doing good tonight.

This is how it is for us at this time of year every year. I hate it.

We are trying to take back our power and not let our abusers have power over us, but OMG! If anyone says its easy their fucking lying.

Right now all I wanna do is hide out. I need to take a shower, but I cant. I’m literally unable to get up. I’m unable to come out of my hiding place. I’m like a statue, still and frozen to the spot.

God please let me get through the night in one piece!

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “diving under my duvet”

      1. Here’s a blessing to ponder, you’re not in the US where we’re getting scores of unsolicited political calls per day. If I don’t recognize the number and my phone doesn’t, I don’t answer. Very annoying interruptions! xo R

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      2. gees! What a blessing! Politics isn’t my thing at all! I’m not interested in it in the slightest, but you cant help but see it as its all over the news any time I turn it on, even over here in Ireland, the US election is a huge thing!

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      3. In this race, politics is so closely related to the future of health care, I bet you’d have a strong opinion. But, fortunately you can ignore the campaigns and pollsters of this country across the pond, safe under your duvet 🙂

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