What it feels like to have dissociative identity disorder

Shattered glass
The mirror lies
To many mistakes
Not enough alibis
Who are these people
Staring at me
I close my eyes
I dont want to see
I am, you are, we are the same
One personality becomes another
The world shakes in light of the storm
I want to cry out for my mother
She cant help,
She wouldnt even try
She is half the reason
Inside I die
Split in two, then three
Next comes four
Who are these people
Knocking at my minds door
Help me now,
What can I do
Inside has gone from quiet
To living in a zoo
This is me, my life but theirs also
Forever to share one space
Looking in the mirror, who is that face

Jessa

C2013

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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