I sit here
As I live in complete fear
My mind stirs
It even whirs
Buzzing with thoughts
I wonder
When will I be free?
When will I finally be able to be me?
These memories penetrate my soul
I cannot look up
Or down, or look around
I am trapped
Trapped in my own skin
When can I begin again?
Or is there any new beginning?
I feel this to my soul
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Thanks hun 🙂 xo
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I remember that feeling! It’s very unsettling 😞
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🙂 Thank you! 🙂
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I get it.. it may take some time but I have a hope that one day our relationship to our painful thoughts and memories changes or maybe some days are just freer than others.. hugs CA xoox
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I hope so, I really do. Its so painful to remember. Xx
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I honestly feel thought its better to go on letting it in maybe until when the feelings come we can say enough. I am not sure but I noticed lately certain things are not quiet as painful as they used to be but I can only speak of my experience.. thats all I know ❤
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Yep, I did notice that too! ❤
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