When can I begin again?

I sit here
As I live in complete fear
My mind stirs
It even whirs
Buzzing with thoughts
I wonder
When will I be free?
When will I finally be able to be me?
These memories penetrate my soul
I cannot look up
Or down, or look around
I am trapped
Trapped in my own skin
When can I begin again?
Or is there any new beginning?

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

8 thoughts on “When can I begin again?”

      1. I honestly feel thought its better to go on letting it in maybe until when the feelings come we can say enough. I am not sure but I noticed lately certain things are not quiet as painful as they used to be but I can only speak of my experience.. thats all I know ❤


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