I am feeling introspective tonight. I am thinking a lot about my therapy. About whether the funding for it will be approved. I mean, it should be. Eileen thinks it will be. She has told me that there is nothing to worry about, yet I still worry. I need Eileen, I couldnt survive right now without her, in time maybe, but not right now. My stability depends on my going to therapy. I need that outlet. I need that attachment.
If for some reason my funding for ongoing therapy isnt approved, I am going to have to figure something else out and make sure I can still go to therapy. Even if that means I have to struggle to pay for it. If I have to, I will.
Its a lot to be facing, and a lot to have to contemplate.
I know me and Eileen need to have a few more conversations around all of this. Around options, and what we’ll do if the funding doesnt get approved.
Even Remy who assessed me told me to speak with Eileen about alternative options, just in case.
I hope it wont come to that though.
http://fivedotoh.com/2020/09/17/fowc-with-fandango-introspective/
It’s expensive how well so know
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It is, although Eileen said she might be able to do it on a sliding scale which would be good
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Yeah mine did that too and it was still a lot for me anyway
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Yeah it will be a lot for me to as I don’t get a whole lot of money I mean if I have to pay €50-€75 a session is going to be an awful lot
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Yeah I had to pay 90 usd a week and it broke me
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I think Eileen will charge 50 an hour and I have her for an hour and a half so I’m going to have to pay 75 I think
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Yeah the almost 400 a month for years put me in a bind, it was another deciding factor on why I quit
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Can understand why you did! it definitely isn’t cheap!
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Praying something will work out, Carol Anne!
Praying for you and Eileen! God loves you both! 🙂
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Thanks girl I appreciate the prayers ☮️😄
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❤ ❤ ❤
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