Wed. morning update

Its just gone 5 AM. I’ve been up since around 1:30. I woke up and wasnt able to go back to sleep. I’m still without water, it went off last night, luckily I have a few bottles of water here, enough to make some coffee and give Nitro some water, but if it doesnt come back on this morning I will need to get more, I hope my sister can go to the store for me later today, she’s coming over with my mom and dad, she wants to see my new recliners, and she’s also dropping my dad off at the nursing home to visit his brother. She’s also dropping me off some homemade tomato soup for lunch, a client she works with grows tomatos and he gives her a ton of them and she makes tomato soup out of them. I love her tomato soup, she puts other vegetables into it also, like carrot, peppers, and then she seasons it with garlic, pepper and salt. Its delicious. I feel it will be good to have my parents over again. I sometimes get lonely on my own and having them here is comforting. My CPN Sarah rang me yesterday for a check in call, we chatted for about 20 minutes. She offered to call me next tuesday after my chat with remy, did I mention I have a zoom call with Remy from the pottergate centre next tuesday at 2 PM? Eileen and Dr. Barry have individual calls with him also, before the joint call on the 28th. Anyway, Sarah offered to call me at 4 PM, so we can chat about how it went, and I will see eileen on Monday morning, and then I will see Dr. Barry on the Wednesday so I will have a lot of support next week which I am very grateful for. With all thats been going on lately, with the grief of losing my aunt, and RA dates, and anxiety and low mood and bad dissociation I really need the support. I really do feel blessed to have such a caring team of mental health professionals around me, I know not everyone s so lucky. I just realised I forgot to take my night meds, damn. Dont know how I managed to do that. I was thinking about taking them at 8:30 but then I got distracted, its a wonder I got any sleep because usually if I have no meds in me then sleep is a no no. Anyway, I’m gonna go drink my coffee and read for a while, stay safe everyone, catch yall later…
carol anne

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “Wed. morning update”

  1. I keep my night meds on my night stand by my bed that way I see them when I get in bed so I can’t forget. Just a suggestion


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