The agony of aloneness

darkness, pain
I am going insane
I want to surrender
I dont want to be here
I get knocked down
I get back up
but how many times
Until I cant get up
How many times?
Is this the end?
I have no strength
I am alone
In agony
Sad, defeated
the pain is so great
I dont think I can go on

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Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

14 thoughts on “The agony of aloneness”

  1. I feel the depth of your loneliness in your poem. I cannot imagine what you are going through, but hang in there. Keep sharing your thoughts and we will keep reading and attempting to understand your world.
    Dwight

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