Darkness pulls me under
a scream rising from my throat
Someone save me
From this hell I am in

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Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “Darkness”

  1. Jesus said, “I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in Me should remain in darkness.”

    He is the Light that pulls you out. He can save you from this hell you find yourself in. He did it for me and He can do it for you. You are not alone, Carol Anne.

    This darkness was defeated when He died for you on a cross and there is POWER in the name of Jesus for those who truly believe in Him. The enemy shudders at the sound of His name, so use that scream rising from your throat to shout it out as many times as you need. What have you got to lose?

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    1. Thank you, Mindi, I am not very religious so I am not sure I can, I mean I do believe in angels and I suppose I believe in God to some degree but I struggle with it a lot


      1. That’s okay! I just couldn’t ignore your post. It concerned me greatly.
        And since I DO believe in what I said I would be a jerk NOT to share it with you, in my opinion. There’s always a fear that it won’t be well received so thank you for your graciousness!

        I think we all do or have struggled with belief in God in one way or another. Just know that Jesus didn’t die for us so we could be religious. Religious people are the ones who had Him crucified. Jesus sacrificed Himself for us so that we could have a direct and personal relationship with Him. No fancy prayers or rituals are needed. The bible says that if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. He will forgive you all your sins when you ask for forgiveness and you will become a new creation; your slate will be wiped clean!

        Angels are very real but they are not to be prayed to. They are ministering spirits sent out to serve us. We are to pray only to the creator, God Almighty. And you can talk to Him anytime you want about anything you want. He knows your struggles so tell Him about it like you would any close friend.

        I am praying that God reveals Himself to you in just the way you need Him to. After all, He knows you better than anyone! He loves you and so do I. I am praying for you and your family. I am praying for your peace of mind and that the Lord will send believers into your life that can help you to know Him and understand Him better. So, don’t worry about whether you believe or not at the moment…I am believing over on my end that you will be set free from your struggles in a mighty way and come to know Him in ways you never even knew were possible. I expect great things for you!

        Thank you for your kind responses and patience with my ramblings, by the way. You are a good friend!

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