Evening update

I’ve had a pretty quiet day. I didnt do much.

I napped this afternoon after I got home from therapy. I felt so tired, therapy really drained us.

But it feels so nice to be able to say I am now back having face to face sessions again. I am very relieved.

I had a chat with my friend Norma, she seems to be doing much better today. I also chatted on the phone to my mom. My aunt, who is moms sister, her motherinlaw died at the weekend, and her funeral is tomorrow. However, due to covid only 50 people are allowed to go. My mom and dad are going but I’m not.

Its sad that when people die now their funerals are even effected by all of the new guidelines. The lady who died, was 87 years old. She had pancreatic cancer.

Also my aunt in england, the aunt who lost her daughter to liver cancer a few years ago now hasnt been well, her daughter texted me this evening to say the appointment they were meant to have this morning for results of her blood tests and liver scan was canceled.

Now she’s got to wait for a new one. Again due to covid guidelines I think.

I am sitting here overthinking tomorrows weigh in. I really want it to go well. I am fearing I’ll be told I havent lost anything, I know if that happens I’ll be so discouraged.

I’ve been trying so hard. I just want it to show. I really have given the diet my all this past week. I made sure I was drinking plenty of water, eating plenty of fruit and vegetables, and making lots of healthy meals.

All I can do now is wait and see. Keep your fingers and toes crossed for me!

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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