today is…July 8th

Its 9:49 PM. My day today…not very productive!

I had a quiet morning. Then my parents came over. My dad was going to cut the grass, but it rained, so he couldnt do it.

Instead he sat at my kitchen table lecturing me about my house being too warm, and about not being able to breathe. What did I do? I offered him cake, which he took, lol.

He cleaned my yard, and mom did a few more thing around the house. They brought me lunch which was sweet.

After they left I went and layed down to read. I fell asleep for 3 hours.

I woke at 5 PM, ate and then went to watch a little tv. I fell asleep again. Not sure what made me sleep so much today. I must have needed it.

I woke at 7:50 PM. And I bet I’ll be up all night now. I should really try harder to stay awake by day. But you know, sometimes thats not possible, and I’m not sorry I slept. I didnt have anything else I needed to be doing. So why not?

My mood is good tonight. I dont have any anxiety. So grateful.

I have the radio on now and my fan. Its hot in here. I need the fan to keep me cool. It feels so nice on my skin.

I’ll be more productive tomorrow. At least I remembered my night meds. All taken now.


Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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