Ok, well, that is it. Anxiety struck. And now, now its here and its here to stay. And I’m about ready to kill someone. Not literally, but damn! I wasnt expecting this! I thought the haldol I just took half an hour ago was going to help some. Not a chance. Instead I am sitting here thoughts racing, mind whirling. I am almost crying because I feel so unwell. I feel super dizzy, super anxious. Super anci. I will have to try to calm down. But insiders are fearful, its dark, they dont like it. They’re afraid of the dark. The kids are afraid at night, once it passes 8 pm they get scared. And when our anxiety is ramped up they get worse. Thank god for Dr. Barry tomorrow. I cant wait to get there and unload. I dont want her to do anything except listen. Just talking helps. If anyone is around I could use a friend. If your around send me some positivity and good vibes. And a hug. I badly need one now.