i feel sad. my mom and dad were lecturing me about food. and eating. and they was asking why im not eating much. i dont want to eat. i feel fat. i feel like food is my enemy. it just triggers me. i did eat dinner, but i only ate a small portion, i ate one scoop of potato, some vegetables, one slice of roast beef and one roast potato. thats all i can manage. mom wanted to know what is wrong with me. i didnt tell her. i dont wanna talk about it with them. its too hard. i dont feel hungry. i just have no appetite, and i feel triggered.