Oh crapola

I am not ok, not, not not ok.
I feel really depressed, this feeling is so lonely. so isolating. i am in complete blackness.
but, i will not let this feeling overtake me, i cant or I will drown and sink and that will be it.
I need to keep going. I need to do what I can to pull myself out of this awful place.
Thank god for supportive friends, my therapist and psychiatrist. Oh and my family.
Where would I be without you all?
We are feeling low tonight, so very low.
This too shall pass though. I hope. Right?
It has to. It can’t last forever.

Author: Carol anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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