I felt better after seeing Dr. Barry. But now, my mood is dipping again. I am stumped as to why. Maybe its time of year, stress of everything going on, not sure, but I feel flat, apathetic, and very down. And I hate how I am feeling. Its horrible to feel this way all day long. Which is how I’ve been feeling today, barr the hour I was in with Dr. Barry. I’m tired, but not able to rest. I dont think I will sleep much tonight. Thank god I have books to read! I also have the tv app on my phone, and there’s always facebook for scrolling, if I am bored.