Not doing well, struggling, feel so unsafe…

We’ve gone to our parents house until after the weekend. We’re not doing well. Liz and Em both are struggling, and I am so stressed, but trying not to be.
Its horrible! I feel awful!
Also its a ritual date on sunday, which is also fathers day, we’re going to celebrate fathers day and moms birthday this coming saturday with a family BBQ at my sisters house!
I am nervous about the weekend, nervous about the test results, nervous and apprehensive about eileen being unwell. I am anxious, super, super anxious.
Thank god I see Dr. Barry tomorrow! I am going in to see her in person face to face!
I cant wait to see her!
But I thought it best to be with our parents, if nothing else because we’ll have company, and less chance of ruminating, or doing anything stupid!


Author: Carol anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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