I am so wiped out

I feel so wiped guys. So, so exhausted.
I woke twice during the night, after going to bed at around 10:30. I woke at 1:45, got up but only lasted for 30 minutes, I just couldnt keep my eyes opened. I had something to drink and then went right back to bed. Fell into a deep sleep, but the damn phone woke me up, I forgot to silence it.
I was having weird dreams, not scary or bad, but just kinda weird. I cant even remember them now though.
I woke again at 4 AM but I thought no I’m not getting up. Nitro had been on the bed with me and he had jumped off, I think thats what woke me up. I turned over and decided to try to go back to sleep, and I did, until 6 AM!
I finally decided to wake up, and get in the shower. I feel a little better now although if I am honest I could’ve slept longer. I dont know why I am so wiped out. I think its down to not getting much sleep lately, I think it has all finally caught up with me.
I dont have much on the agenda today, my PA gets here at 9, and she’ll be here until 11:30. After that I dont really have anything else on. I am not working this week. Not having a lot to do means I am bored, means I am restless, means I am sleeping more by day when I really dont want to do that as it messes up my sleep by night.
I am determined to try to catch up on blogs today and on reading a few more chapters of my book.

Author: Carol anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “I am so wiped out”

  1. hey take it easy, many find these changes quite exhausting … you are not the only one.

    The PA should cheer you up a bit and then read or write … keep yourself busy then you might sleep right thru tonight … take care precious ❤

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