giving up on sleep

Well after the rain woke me I am now wide awake and unable to go back to sleep. I have been reading blogs, and I tried to fall asleep again, but nope, not happening, so, I give up. I got up, made a coffee, and put on the radio.
Its only 4:30 in the morning so still early here.
I’ve been up since about 2:30.
Its gonna be a long day I think. My PA comes at 9, she is starting a new shift with me this morning, from 9 until 11, then I have therapy at 11:30.
By the time I get done with my therapy session it’ll be 1 Pm, so time for lunch, and then I work on friendly call in the afternoon.
So I have a very busy day ahead, but thats good, cuz I like busy.
I feel a little bit blah this morning, my mood is a bit low.
Hoping the cup of coffee perks me up a little!

Author: Carol anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

2 thoughts on “giving up on sleep”

  1. I wish I liked busy. I find it too overwhelming. It’s supposed to keep you from too much time in your own head and make you feel functional, but it does the opposite for me. I need to work at a very slow pace and not overload my circuits.
    If I were an electrical outlet, being busy would be the equivalent of having 40 devices plugged into one socket. Just asking for a fire.

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