Insomnia strikes

I am up and I am super anxious.
God I hate anxiety!
I actually went to bed early last night. I was feeling really edgy and I just felt bad so I took myself off to bed at 8:30.
I slept a little but I kept waking with nightmares. I kept trying to get back to sleep but eventually at 2 AM I gave up and I got back up again.
Now I’m just feeling so blah. Its just the pits, the anxiety is making me crazy. I could try a fenergan to try to make me go back to sleep but I have things to do today and I’d be very groggy from it so I refuse to take it. If I didnt have stuff to do I probably would but I cant because I have work later on this morning and I need to be able to function for that.
Maybe I’ll go get in the shower, the shower seems to soothe me.
Even nitro is fast asleep. I think he’s saying to me, mom, what are you doing up? Go back to bed and go back to sleep, he’s protesting hahaha.
I doubt I will go back to bed. I think I’ll start a new book. I finished the latest cathy glass one. It was so good. I love her books. Now I am going to start reading the hannah swensen series by Joanne fluke. I’ve never tried a murder mystery before but apparently these are really good. I hope I can get into them because there is about 26 books in the series so far so if I can it will be nice.

Author: Carol anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “Insomnia strikes”

  1. I hope you did get some more sleep. It sucks that we can’t always take our sleep meds even when we want to because we have things to do the next day in the morning. I didn’t sleep at all last night so I feel ya. I’d also finished the Cathy Glass book and loved it. 🙂

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    1. It was a fantastic book, I can’t wait to see what happens with Lucy and her being pregnant in the next book I hope she writes about that next I’m sure she will though it was really good twist to the story at the end

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      1. Oh yes, I was sure of it by then. But I somehow felt something might happen when she and Darren went for a holiday together. Don’t know where I got that from but I just felt like it’s likely going to happen hahaha.

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  2. I feel you on this one. I battle insomnia too. I take a warm shower in the dark and put a fan on for the noise and that plus some melatonin works pretty good sometimes


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