I am flagging

7 Am when I finally lay down to try to sleep. I just wasnt able to settle. It wasnt for lack of trying. I did really try hard. But my anxiety was so bad. It was just awful and I just wasnt able to turn off my brain.

Now I am flagging. I got up about an hour ago its now almost 2 PM. I made a coffee and I’m just online reading blogs.

My plan is go to my friends house this afternoon. My friend Norma. Spend a few hours there with her. I need the distraction. Then I’ll come home and make something to eat and hopefully settle in for the night. Luckily I’ve no plans tomorrow either. No plans now until new years eve.

On new years eve we’re going to a pantomime, peter pan. And after that, we’re going for a meal in an asian street food place. Should be nice.

The only thing planned for tomorrow is to go to my weigh in. Even thats making me nervous. I desperately want a good result. I’m just not sure how it will go.

For now though I think another coffee is in order. Tonight I will try to not drink any coffee after 8 PM. Hoping that will make it easier to sleep.

Author: Carol anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

12 thoughts on “I am flagging”

  1. Hope you sleep well. I went to bed at 10pm, but I did not sleep until gone 12.30 at night, last night. What time exactly I fell asleep I don’t know, but that was the last time I looked at clock.


      1. I am feeling tired and have been for a while. Going to bed very soon as up early for work in the morning, so I hope I do.

        May you get some quality sleep too.


      2. Yes. No more than two hours I have, if needed. I will have it on settee as all being well by then, my new bed will be set up, so on settee while new mattress reshapes. Going back down to a single bed and shall advertise my 4ft bed for free, in case anyone wants it.

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