At my parents, still anxious and feeling off

I am not doing great this evening. I decided to go to my parents tonight instead of tomorrow. So I am here now.
I’ve had a nice long bubble bath and that felt good. It calmed me and made me feel a little bit better. My anxiety is still quite high. I still feel very off.
I gave my PA the morning off tomorrow. I was meant to go to the beauticians in the morning to get my nails soaked off, and get waxing done. However I rescheduled the apt to next tuesday.
I will go to work tomorrow though. I havent been in work this week at all, so I do need to go in. I think I’ll be ok, although I doubt I’ll sleep tonight, as I slept a lot today. I had planned to go out as there was a group of us from the basement club meeting the old staff members for coffee this evening, but I couldnt go. I just didnt feel like socialising with anyone so I canceled it.
I am sure things will get better over the weekend. I’ll be here at my parents now until Sunday. Mom and my sis and me are going to do a little more christmas shopping on saturday afternoon. That will cheer me up. I love the buzz around town at christmas time.
I do need to finish up an assignment for college too this weekend. Its my final one. Thank god! I will finish it on sunday morning. Then I’ll be done with it and can enjoy the last week of college, yay!
I finish on the 7th! Two more classes and we’re done!

Author: Carol anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

6 thoughts on “At my parents, still anxious and feeling off”

  1. I’m sorry you’re still anxious. A bubble bath can be helpful, I agree. I’ve been having a lot of anxiety too and I also had a bubble bath to calm it a bit yesterday. I’m glad you’re safe at your parents.

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  2. Our daughter is visiting us for Thanksgiving. She too is anxious and decided to take a bubble bath. It didn’t work out so well for her. She used Pine-Sol instead of bubble bath liquid. At least she smells like a fresh pine forest. Maybe she’ll read the label next time… 🙂

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  3. I hope you’re able to relax and feel better. I know anxiety is not fun at all. Glad you’re with your family and hope you enjoy your Christmas shopping over the next couple of days. (((Hugs))) 💜💙💚

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