Its Misty. I am feeling very emotional. I am really triggered!
I feel so depressed. My thoughts are dark and I feel suicidal!
I texted Eileen and am waiting for her to respond! I feel like I need her. I need her calm voice to reassure me we can make it through this hard time!
We are also at our parents house now. We had to come here since we felt unsafe. We felt like hurting ourselves. We’ve made an agreement with Eileen that we wont do anything to harm ourselves. So this was the next best thing for us to do!
Everything just feels so awful! I dont know what to do!
My mood is so so low! I just feel like I shouldnt be here. I shouldnt exist. I know its what my abusers told me. I feel so lost! So lost and alone!
I hope eileen texts me soon, cuz I am not ok!
Misty age 15