To be normal, what is that?

A long night
Filled with horrific dreams
Terror knows no bounds
A long night
Filled with pain
The awful pain
Of horrific night terrors
A long night
Where sleep doesn’t come
And being awake
Fearful, crying
Feels horrendous
A long night
Long, long night
Where all I want
Is some normality?
But…
Normality?
Whats that?
I guess I wont ever know

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

19 thoughts on “To be normal, what is that?”

  1. Welcome to sadistic constant Roller Coaster

    In 3 days I had 6 hrs sleep this ride never fucking ends and normal are you kidding.

    I am the furthest thing from normal I also careless how others appeal to me I will never lay down or compromised my testament to blend in with gutless cowards sheep serve no purpose except on the menu.

    Period!!!!

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