In a dark place

Its 2:34 in the morning. Despite my best efforts, I am wide awake!

I am feeling very low. I just feel awful. I feel so so down. My thoughts are dark. I feel an urge to do something really impulsive.

this is not good! Not good at all!

I am so not ok!

If I disappeared, I wonder would anyone notice, or care?

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Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

22 thoughts on “In a dark place”

  1. Dear Carol Anne, the tides of WordPress has just brought me to you, and I am so happy for that. I have been there in your place a number of times and I know how hard it feels. I know, maybe it would be useless to say to look the happier side of life. I know it would be very, very hard indeed, but believe me, the darkness would stay just a while. Sending you much love!

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