in the darkness
i sit
shaking uncontrollably
fear grips me
i feel sick
what to do
what do i do?
suddenly it hits me
im stuck
stuck in a memory
of yesteryear
it threatens to engulf me
bringing me to my knees
tears begin to fall
i want out!
out of this pain!
i want an end to it!
the memory threatens to swallow me whole
where do I go?
from here?

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Author: Carol anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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