Freedom

tonight here I sit
wondering
pondering
should I stay
sit here
sit and cry
or try
to ride the wave
go ahead
I tell myself
I wont quit
instead I will sit
surrounded by
love, kindness
I will speak nicely to myself
because I am free
in 2019 I am free to choose
Free to be me
Freedoms what I fought for
For so long, so many years
So I will take it
Grab it with both hands
Quitting isn’t an option
Not an option for me now
Instead
I sit here
All thought of fear
and sadness
evaporating
I am free!
Hurray for freedom from my past!

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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