Knew it wouldnt last

I knew dad and me wouldnt see eye to eye for the whole weekend!
I wanted to have a shower before bed, he said I couldnt. I know I should have just gone ahead and did what I wanted, but he yelled at me about it, and made me feel upset. He said why was I wanting to shower so late, it was only 9 PM though.
I didnt see what the problem was!
Then when I went to make myself some tea he said he didnt want me making any more tea. I think he’s such a control freak. He likes to have the control in every single situation! Its so annoying!
I rang mom and I complained to her, but I dont want to ruin her trip! She told me to just stay in my bedroom and wait until the morning to shower when he’s in a better mood.
So thats what I am going to have to do!
Ug sigh this sucks!


Author: Carol anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

18 thoughts on “Knew it wouldnt last”

  1. I’m so sorry about your difficulties with your dad. Family dynamics are so terribly deep and painful for so many. Are you visiting with your parents or do you live with them? You are an adult and your father should respect that.

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  2. Sounds a lot like my dad. Everything has to be on his timetable and hell will be had if you attempt independent thought. But if he wants to river dance in the nude at midnight, ya know, oh well, but god forbid you want to stay up after midnight and leave the TV on, costing him electricity. MEN.


  3. I left my game event early tonight because MEN were being so damn loud and annoying. One man complained i took his chair, but it was the chair I’d been sitting in the whole night! Ugh!


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