I just had a long 2 hour marathon chat with my friend rose just now. She called me to check up on me. She had texted earlier to ask if I was ok. She said she felt I wasnt and so she was just checking on me to make sure. That was so nice of her. She knows me well so she knows when I am not doing ok. She said she felt I wasnt telling her the truth about how I was really doing. I guess I wasnt. I’m always so afraid of bothering people with my stuff. I dont want to put myself upon anyone so I say nothing. I would rather protect others from what I am going through. Even though Rose and me have been friends for going on six years now. If you remember a while back she tried to OD and I called the ambulance for her.
We had a good chat. It was so nice to catch up. I am glad she called me. It made me feel good. I feel cared about and understood. There is no judging from her, she just gets it, probably because she also is going through similar struggles to me.
I value my friends very much. I am so grateful for all of them and the support they offer to me.