Catching up with my friend rose

I just had a long 2 hour marathon chat with my friend rose just now. She called me to check up on me. She had texted earlier to ask if I was ok. She said she felt I wasnt and so she was just checking on me to make sure. That was so nice of her. She knows me well so she knows when I am not doing ok. She said she felt I wasnt telling her the truth about how I was really doing. I guess I wasnt. I’m always so afraid of bothering people with my stuff. I dont want to put myself upon anyone so I say nothing. I would rather protect others from what I am going through. Even though Rose and me have been friends for going on six years now. If you remember a while back she tried to OD and I called the ambulance for her.
We had a good chat. It was so nice to catch up. I am glad she called me. It made me feel good. I feel cared about and understood. There is no judging from her, she just gets it, probably because she also is going through similar struggles to me.
I value my friends very much. I am so grateful for all of them and the support they offer to me.


Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

12 thoughts on “Catching up with my friend rose”

  1. So glad that you have her! ๐Ÿ™‚ She sounds like a true friend for you. There is absolutely nothing wrong with telling people how you feel, you don’t have to deal with things completely on your own just to protect others. But I understand this and I am often like this too so it’s good that she saw it herself that you are struggling. ๐Ÿ™‚

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  2. That is so lovely of her checking on you. Felt the same when you checked on me a couple of days ago. I appreciate that a lot. Hugs Bee ๐Ÿ˜™โ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ™‹โ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒน

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