I am really struggling tonight. Is anyone around? If your up and awake I could use some support right now.
My head is spinning. I am so anxious.
I slept for 2 or 3 hours but that was it.
Its almost 1 AM now and I am awake. I am dissociating a lot tonight. Losing time a lot.
I forgot my meds again tonight. Its too late now to take them.
If anyones around send me a hug or a prayer that I will be ok.


Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

24 thoughts on “Struggling”

  1. Sending you big and long and tight hug, Carol! I couldn’t sleep last night either, had some sweet too late as I said to you. I probably dozed off for an hour so so.

    I now set my alarm to remind me to take med in the evening. I need to take the med to calm the nerves for my leg 4 hours before bedtime. If I take it at 11:00 p.m. I would be up at least until 2:00 or 3:00 a.m.

    Hope you get to sleep soon. Think of a song and keep singing it in your mind and see if it helps. Good night. Sweet dream! 🙂

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  2. Praying that you calm down and can sleep soon. I am up all night and sleep during the day. I still sleep in snippets since the phone rings all day and my neighbors are banging doors all day one of the bad things about being a night owl. Hope you fall asleep soon.

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      1. I had an early morning after little sleep and want a nap, but need to go visit my dad at the nursing home. I haven’t been in a while and his birthday is coming up.

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