Middle of the night

Its 4:45 in the morning. I’ve been awake since 3 AM.
I couldn’t go back to sleep. I woke and that was that.
I am feeling kinda off at the moment. Mentally I don’t feel ok.
Emotionally I feel a mix of sadness and overwhelm. I think its going to be a long day.
I hate waking up and feeling so bad. I wish I could’ve gotten more sleep.

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “Middle of the night”

  1. Out neighbour kept us awake again and we got up early to go to beach before Andy goes to work. I am with you lady. Do you have to go to college today or work for it? We’re off read you later xxx ๐Ÿ™‹โ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ๐ŸŒป

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      1. We did. Was lovely but the wind was rather cold ๐Ÿ˜™๐Ÿ™‹โ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ๐ŸŒป and you enjoy your time with your mum. Am so glad for you you have a good relationship with her. It’s worth so much. ๐Ÿ˜™๐Ÿ๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒน

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  2. Yeah I get it, no fun to wake up to such feelings and just feel so down at night. I hope you won’t be too tired today and will have fun with your mum and maybe it’ll help you to feel better. ๐Ÿ™‚


  3. I was up til after 1 a.m. last night thanks to Buspar heightening my anxiety. I so rarely have a kid schedule free morning…and today scumbag brain decided we needed to wake up at 6:45 a.m. It did not bolster my morale for the day.


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