Well, I still am feeling really bad this morning. I ended up going to bed at 7 Pm last night. I read my book for a while, cuddled with nitro, and then went to sleep. Surprisingly I did sleep. I slept well and didn’t wake until 8 this morning.
Despite everything I decided I am still going to go volunteering today. I need to be out of the house. Going is going to help me I think. Helping others distracts me from my own thoughts. And it feels good to actually be helping others.
My supervisor is going to pick me up at 1:30 this afternoon.
I just wish my mood would lift a little. I really am feeling awful. I feel tense, anxious, and overwhelmed.
Its a horrible place to be in. Thanks to everyone for all of the support. Your all amazing and I truly appreciate it.