SLEEPLESS IN IRELAND TONIGHT, THATS ME!

THATS ME! TOTALLY NOT ASLEEP! I COULDNT SLEEP SINCE 12:30 AM! I AM HAVING SOME DOWN TIME NOW, JUST WATCHING TV, DRINKING MY COFFEE, AND READING BLOGS. I GUESS IM NOT REALLY WATCHING THE TV THOUGH. I DID WATCH COME DINE WITH ME, AND A LITTLE OF DOCTOR PHIL, MAN I HATE HIS SHOW! HOW DO PEOPLE WATCH THAT SHOW REGULARLY? ITS TOTALLY NUTS! AND HE’S SO ARROGANT, HE THINKS HE KNOWS EVERYTHING! I DONT THINK HE’S EVEN A REAL DOCTOR, I THINK HE LOST HIS LICENSE! ANYWAY, THAT SHOW IS OVER NOW THANKFULLY. I HAD A NICE SHOWER, FELT SO NICE, VERY RELAXING, I PUT SOME NICE SCENTED LOTION ON AFTER MY SHOWER, SO NOW I SMELL ALL GOOD. ROSE SCENTED SHOWER GEL, THAT A FRIEND GAVE US, IT REMINDS ME OF EILEEN, CUZ SHE LOVES ROSE, SO ANY TIME I SMELL ROSE I THINK OF HER. FEELS COMFORTING. I’VE EVEN EATEN BREAKFAST, EVEN THOUGH ITS NOT 6 AM HERE YET. I PLAN ON TAKING THINGS EASY FOR THE MORNING, I AM GOING VOLUNTEERING THIS AFTERNOON ON FRIENDLY CALL. I REALLY HOPE WHEN MY SUPERVISOR PICKS ME UP TODAY THAT SHE HAS NO MORE BAD NEWS ABOUT ANY OF OUR CLIENTS, I DONT THINK I COULD HANDLE ANOTHER LOSS, I’M STILL GETTING OVER THE TWO RECENT LOSSES OF OUR CLIENTS, THAT HAS REALLY EFFECTED ME DEEPLY. I DONT KNOW THAT I CAN HANDLE ANY MORE RIGHT NOW. AFTER I GO VOLUNTEERING, I AM GOING TO MOM AND DADS, I WILL STAY THERE TONIGHT AND TOMORROW NIGHT, I HAVE COLLEGE TOMORROW MORNING. MOM AND DAD ARE GOING TO LOOK AFTER NITRO WHILE I AM GOING THERE. THEN IN THE AFTERNOON TOMORROW I WILL SEE DR. BARRY. I CANT WAIT. I LOOK FORWARD SO MUCH TO MY APTS WITH HER. I HAVE SLIMMING WORLD TOMORROW NIGHT TOO. I REALLY AM HOPING FOR A WEIGHT LOSS THIS WEEK. I WAS REALLY MINDFUL OF WHAT I ATE, SO I AM HOPEFUL IT WILL PAY OFF.
WELL THATS ME FOR NOW, CHAT SOON…
LIZ

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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