Emily, i feel as if I am gonna die

hihihihihii
i woke up scared. i had a hard night. im not ok. i want need a hug. wish eileen was here. i feel so unwell.
my body is aching, all over. i feel hot and clammy and my head is burning.
and my chest is tight and it hurts. everywhere. it just hurts.
i feel like i am going to die.
butterfly hugs
love
Emily, age 12

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

16 thoughts on “Emily, i feel as if I am gonna die”

  1. Dear Emily: I think it is so smart of you to write down what you are feeling and send it to your WP family and friends. I think you just KNOW that you are not alone and that so many people love you and care about you.
    (I am late in answering because I had some medical issues for a couple of days but getting better now, thank you!)
    So, even if you don’t get answers right away, you know we will come, for you, your friends, and of course, Carol Anne. We hang in there with you, dear dear Em. TS

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