worry worry

I am so worried. I have so much on my mind. I feel so anxious.

I worry about volunteering, if I am good enough at it. I worry about whether my clients will be ok, I worry for them when I am not at work, I know I shouldn’t take my work home but I cant help it.

I worry about Nitro. He’s 8 now. He’s coming up for retirement. I hate that he has to retire. I mean I want him to live out his last years of life comfortably, but I don’t want to think about him dying, getting sick, etc. I worry constantly about that.

I worry about my mental health. I am very symptomatic right now. Very much so. I worry what if things don’t improve, what then?

I guess I am full of worries this morning. Its a lot to think about.

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

22 thoughts on “worry worry”

  1. It would love to say “don’t worry” but I am too much of a worrier to know its not that easy. What helps me a lot lately is a sentence I read in one of the self-improvement books from last year. Can’t remember which one it was but it goes something like that: you can’t take a wrong decision. No matter what you decide it just leads you to a different experience. Shit happens, we can’t avoid it. What matters is what we conclude from it. And I think you work on it rather will. You’ll find beneficial solutions!!!
    I published a post on my other blog which answers one of your suggestions. You can find it here: https://thebeecreates.weebly.com/bee-selfcaring-blog
    Sending you a hug 🙋😗❤🐝


  2. I think it’s normal to worry, as long as we know when to stop… Well, it’s not easy for me as well. But when these things become reality, I am sure you will be strong enough to handle it. One step after the other!

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