I feel somewhat better than I did this morning. I am distracting, its all I know what to do to help myself. I read for a while, then I went and talked to mom. Now I’ve eaten dinner and I am about to have a nice hot bubble bath to relax. I still feel low but I am a little better, the feelings arent all encompasing, they arent the only thing on my mind, of course, Nitro is helping too, snuggling him always helps me to feel better.