Cuz I want her to be proud of me!

I emailed my therapist. I emailed to tell her my good news!
I wanted to share it with her. But more than that, I want her to be proud of me. I know she will be, so whether she actually responds to my email or not…I will know she got it and read it, and is proud of me!
That is enough. I am happy that I can email her. I am happy to be able to share my great news with the person I trust the most in the world!
She might not respond to me at all, if she does it will be awesome! Im not hoping that sh e will though. If she does, then it will be a huge surprise!
Im kinda a hot mess right now! Im not sure why. I just feel pretty agitated. I am still super excited though about getting a place on the course!
Just gotta try to stay calm! Deep breaths, carol anne!
And coffee, which is probably making me more agitated!

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

18 thoughts on “Cuz I want her to be proud of me!”

  1. That’s a good thing to do that you emailed Eileen, I think, and I am sure that no matter if she responds to you or not, she will be very proud of you. It just is sometimes this way that when you feel excited, you get agitated easily, that’s how it is with me sometimes anyway.

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  2. Of course she’ll be proud of you! Yay! As for coffee, mercy me, I don’t see how you can drink caffeinated coffee all times of the day and night and be surprised that you don’t sleep, let alone as to how jittery it can make a person! xxx

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  3. There is a lot of change around in your life, no wonder you are agitated. The course is change too. Good change but change all the same. You will be ok. I suspect it’s the system ajusting to everything. That’s a big step. Am so happy for you!!!! πŸ™‹πŸ˜—πŸΆπŸžπŸπŸŒΉ


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