GOD! DAMN. IT!

FUCK IT! IM SO ANGRY!
MY DAMN FUCKHEAD OF AN ABUSER EMAILED ME TONIGHT!
HE SAID A BUNCH OF TRIGGERY SHIT TO ME IN THE EMAIL. I OPENED IT CUZ I DIDNT RECOGNISE THE SUBJECT LINE OR THE EMAIL ADDY. THEY ARE CONSTANTLY CHANGING THEIR EMAIL ADDY.
FUCKHEADS! IM SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT! SO DAMN TIRED OF IT!
I WISH THEY’D ALL FUCKING FUCK OFF AND DIE!
IM DONE WITH THEIR BULL SHIT! AND CRAP! DONE!
IM JUST FED UP GUYS!
WHY CANT THEY LEAVE US ALONE! WHY DONT THEY GO CRAWL UNDER A FUCKING ROCK!
I TOLD LIZ ABOUT IT. SHE DELETED THE EMAIL BECAUSE I COULDNT. I WAS TOO TRIGGERED BY WHAT HE WROTE IN IT.
DAMN DAMN DAMN!
IM SO PISSED OFF! SO FUCKING ANGRY ABOUT IT NOW!
I HATE TRIGGERS AND BEING TRIGGERED!
PIXIE

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Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

18 thoughts on “GOD! DAMN. IT!”

  1. I’m sorry to hear about this, Pixie but between you and Liz, he got what he deserved, to be ignored. Always do that because it’s what people like that hate most of all. xxx

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  2. I’m so sorry he is contacting you. I’m so glad you told Like so she could help you. You all need to feel safe. Ignoring people like that is the best way to handle it. I hope you blocked that email address so they can’t contact you again. I hope today is a brighter day XOXO

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  3. Ohhh what horrible people, not surprised it triggered you and I’m so glad Liz helped and deleted it. If he’s pestering you that much I’d probably report him and hope you could get the police to be on your side especially if what he says in the emails is that bad. People like that don’t deserve to be able to talk to you, or to be out in public where they can hurt someone xox

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    1. I’m actually thinking about reporting him. Just not sure about going to the police been there done that they weren’t very helpful the last time but will see I might go again and report him

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