So yesterday I saw dr. barry. We were discussing how its now been 1 year since Remy came over and did his assessment, met with myself, dr. barry and Eileen. Dr. Barry said she cant believe its been a year already!
I told Dr. barry that I don’t really feel I’ve made any progress in the last year. Of course she disagreed! She said I have made plenty of progress! I told her I think Eileen would say the same, but that I don’t see it!
So then we talked a little about the progress I’ve made.
She said she feels I now know my limitations, and am able to balance things, and am able to know when I need to say no, step back, or when I have too much on, or people are asking too much of me!
Where as before I’d overextend myself, and then that would lead to a crisis, she feels now that I am much more aware, and am in crisis far less due to that!
She also said that I’ve been out of hospital almost a year now, and how that’s so positive!
She also said I have navigated times of very high stress, and huge triggers very well this past year! I guess that’s true, I sorta have!
I told her how I feel like I take 2 steps forward and 3 steps back, and how that sorta frustrates me! She said that that’s the nature of healing! And I know she’s right!
She said she’s going to email or call Eileen soon. She hasn’t contacted her in a while now, and when we had that assessment last year they had planned to be in touch more regularly.
Im happy that she feels I am making progress! Just hearing her say that made me feel good!
Having her validation means a lot!
I know a lot can happen in a year. I guess, on thinking about it, I can see the huge progress I’ve made.
Just staying out of hospital for a whole year, now that’s positive!
I hope next year I will keep progressing! Eileen and I are going to fill out some paperwork for Remy when she comes back, he’s going to reassess things now, where their at, and make some more recommendations on where we should go from here.