Its been a weird night tonight

Im having a really weird night. I didn’t go to bed until around 1 AM. I fell asleep but it was a light sleep I was in. I kept waking up! Not sure why, but I had weird dreams, I actually cant really remember what they were about, just that they felt weird to me!

My phone kept going off too. I didn’t silence it like I normally would. And my wordpress notifications kept going off! So that kept jolting me awake too.

Finally I got up at around 4:30 so not much sleep at all here tonight! Before I woke up for the final time and got ut, I was in a semi sleep state, and I kept jolting awake as I thought I heard noises. I kept thinking please let me be ok, don’t let anything bad happen to me!

Not sure why I was having thoughts of something happening to me? Weird?

Anyway I have a full day today! I have my PA coming at 9 AM. We’re off to the gym…followed by an apt with my gp for my diabetic review! I am hoping to come off my diabetic meds finally! It looks like my blood sugars are really good my A1C was good or so I’ve been told, so fingers crossed I can come off the meds.

Volunteering this afternoon and then going to my parents for the weekend after that. I doubt I’ll have time to look around me today lol.

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “Its been a weird night tonight”

  1. Hope you have a good day! I didnt have a good night either. Got a panic attack out if nowhere. It was awful. Andy hold me so I got over it eventually. I get less of them but they feel so much worse now 😚


  2. I hope you will hear good news from the GP. That semi-sleep state is a weird thing. I often have similar situations happening, early in the morning, particularly after a hard night, like for example when I wake up often throughout the night or sleep lightly as you. Then I go into such semi-sleep kinda state and get scared easily, just out of nowhere, it’s a very strong sense of danger, sometimes it’s just incredibly overwhelming, and I wake up with a startle every now and then. I guess that’s how just things are sometimes for me, though such semi-sleep phase seems to be always a bit strange and I’ve heard people may experience very different things in it. Maybe it’s PTSD playing tricks on you. I have sleep paralysis so for me it’s probably related to it. Hope you have a lovely day and that tonight you get some healthier sleep. 🙂


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