Im swimming in pain right now. Grief. Pain and memories and trauma. Ug. This is hard. This is shit. I feel like crap.
Im trying to distract. I have a show on tv and Im trying to watch it. Its not really working. Think now is the time I wish I had some meds that’d knock me out. Some PRN meds.
I used to take Haldol PRN. But now I don’t. Now I wish I did.
I may ask dr. barry for some tomorrow. I hope she’ll ok it.
I really wish I did not feel so bad. It feelsjust so horrible.
Therapy Bits 
I’m very sorry this is happening.
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Thank you. It happens every year so it’s nothing new. Thanks for your support. X
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I’m sorry. We’re here. Ray
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Thank you Ray hoping you are okay and doing well or as well as you can, X
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So very sorry! (((Hugs)))
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Thanks Joy I appreciate the hugs, there awesome thank you again XX
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You are very welcome!!! ❤
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❤ ❤ xoxoxoxox
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I’m sorry to hear this, I hope you find relief soon.
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Thank you Lynn. I hope so too. Just basically trying everything I can think of to distract myself right now
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Sorry sweetheart. I’m having a bad day too. Good thing friends were around so yea..it just passed.
Every time passes. Xoxo
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Really good thing that your friends were around. I love my friends and that includes you. Yes everything always passes that’s true, exX
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I made pancakes for a week to distract myself now I am laying like a permanently tired pigeon
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Lol. A permanently tired pidgeon? That image is funny. Pancakes sound good. Where’s mine? 😛
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Wish I was near. I made for a week like stack of 2 to 3 for 7 days..so yea somewhere around 20 pancakes..I deserve to lay like a exhausted pigeon now
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Ahahaha! You sure do! 😛
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Yea 😆
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🙂 what you up to now? Im so bored. trying to stay distracted. unable to sleep. going to go to bed soon though even if I have to just lay there for a while. xox
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I’m a pigeon..lol. I am obsessed with forensic files so even when I was cooking I just play its episodes on YouTube.
My friend calls is ‘murdery videos’ lol.
Some days I am going to jail for binging on those nonstop
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Lol. I love that too. forensic investigators is another good one and forensic detectives is good too. they’re spin offs of that show. xox
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Thanks for telling me will go chugging down that ones I get tired of these. Before these I was obsessed with female killers…imagine how scared people would be around me if they know what I watch..
I am telling you I am going to jail one day.
Then I will be pigeon on a rollercoaster..in jail!
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Hahahahahahahahaha! Deadly women is good. I watch that. And serial killers with pierce morgan, female serial killers. Good show. xox
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Thanks for one more suggestion..now I have a comforting realization I wont be alone in jail
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Hahaha noooo! Definitely not alone! Im with ya! 😛
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So good to know… will be easier to escape 😉
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Hehehee hehehehe 😀
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Thinking of you… I think having PRN medication at your disposal is a good idea. This doesn’t help right now, of course. But at least you are not alone in this – we are here.
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Thank you Viola I really appreciate your support your very kind thank you again XX
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I am sorry for how you are feeling. Sending you much love and big hugs, Carol.
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Thanks, Erika! I am no better, not yet at least. Xox
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As I saw in another comment this happens to you every year. So, at least you know it is only temporary. Anyway, I hope you are much better soon 💖
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Thanks! I really hope so. Im tired of it now. Xxx
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I am sure, this can be so discouraging. But you are not alone, Carol!
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Nocomment this is true, I know I’m not alone and I’m so happy about that
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That made me smile, Carol 💖
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I’m so glad💜
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❤ hugs ❤
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Hi Carol Ann, am still up 🙋 write to me if it helps ❤ sometimes just expressing the whole crap (sorry) eases the pain a little 🐝😚
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It does. I agree. Thanks for the offer to write. I will if I cant sleep. Am going to go to bed now and read for a while. ❤
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Ok ❤ not sure how long I’ll stay up but I’ll check before I go to sleep 😚
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Ok. If I cant sleep I’ll come and write. Thanks Bee. Xox
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That’s awful. Sending you hugs and support, and hoping things will improve as much as possible for you today. I’m really sorry you have to go through this.
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Thank you for the hugs and support, I really appreciate it. One more day then it’s over. Thank God
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