TONIGHTS A TOTAL FUCKING SHIT FEST

ITS A SHIT NIGHT. I FEEL AWFUL. IS ANYONE AROUND? COULD REALLY USE SOME SUPPORT.

MEMORIES SUCK. REALLY FUCKING SUCK. I FEEL LIKE TOTAL SHIT. I JUST WANT OUT! OUT OF THE INTERNAL CHAOS AND HORRIBLE FLASHBACKS.

THE FLASHBACKS ARE THE ABSOLUTE PITS. I HATE HAVING TO GO THROUGH THEM. THINK ITS TIME TO TAKE MY 3 MG OF PRAZOSIN. TAKE IT AND TRY TO SLEEP. THINK THAT IS BEST.

IF ANYONE IS AROUND I COULD USE A FRIEND. SOME MORRAL SUPPORT.

THANKS GUYS
LIZ
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Author: Carol anne

I am in my mid 40's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

32 thoughts on “TONIGHTS A TOTAL FUCKING SHIT FEST”

      1. Things are okay. I hope your flashbacks aren’t from the accident. Either way, I can relate to how horrible they can be. I get them regularly and o using take something for antianxiety or try for some “me time.” You need to get your feelings out my dear .

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      2. NO MOSTLY THEY ARE ABUSE MEMORIES I AM HAVING. I JUST TOOK SOME MEDS. PRAZOSIN. I HOPE IT HELPS ME SLEEP BUT SO FAR IT ISNT WORKING. UG SIGH ALWAYS THE WAY ISNT IT? XOX

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      3. I hope your medicine helps you sleep. I find night time to be the hardest when it comes to flash backs. Perhaps you could try journaling love.

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  1. Liz, memories can be really awful. I’mm sorry you have to deal with them now. I hope though that the Prazosin helped and you were able to settle down and fall asleep. I’m here now if you’d like to talk. 🙂

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