So I have changed my mind. I am actually going to go volunteering after all. I decided to go. No point in sitting moping at home. I could be doing something that will help others, and maybe it will also help us too. So I got dressed and showered and am going to go in today. I think it is going to benefit us. I am hoping it will.
I go in at 1:30. I booked a taxi to take me there. My supervisor is off today. Her father in law died so she is off work and my other colleague trish is unable to pick me up although she said she can drop me back home afterwords.
I feel good. I feel positive about my decision. I feel glad I’ve made it. Dealing with the depression is a killer but doing this I think is going to help it in a big way.