#write 31 days, introducing, Liz!

SO WELL, WHAT CAN I SAY THAT I HAVENT ALREADY SAID? YA’LL KNOW ME, FROM ME WRITING DAILY OR ALMOST DAILY ON OUR BLOG. BUT WELL. ME, WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MYSELF?

IM LIZ. WHEN I FIRST EMERGED I WAS 16. I AM AN AGE SLIDER NOW THOUGH. I GO FROM AGES 19-22. SOMETIMES WHEN IM REALLY TRIGGERED I REGRESS TO A YOUNGER AGE, LIKE 12 TO 16, BUT MOSTLY IM AN ADULT.

IM A DARK. DARKS ARE USUALLY ALTERS WHO WORK AGAINST THE BODY, AGAINST THE SYSTEM. THEY ARE USUALLY UNCOOPERATIVE AND VERY DESTRUCTIVE. SELF HARMING, ANGER ISSUES, SUICIDAL ETC.

IM A LITTLE DIFFERENT THOUGH. IM A DARK BUT IM ALSO SORTA HELPFUL IN OUR SYSTEM. I HELP CAROL ANNE A LOT. WE WORK TOGETHER AS A TEAM. WE RUN THE SYSTEM. HER FOR THE LIGHTS, ME FOR THE DARKS.

IM ALSO A PROTECTOR IN MY OWN RIGHT, BUT I DONT LIKE TO ADMIT IT. I LIKE TO SAY, NO ONE CAN FUCK WITH MY PEOPLE, EXCEPT ME. THATS A RULE I LIVE BY. IN FIERCELY PROTECTIVE OF MY CREW.

I LIKE MUSIC, RAP IS MY FAVOURITE GENRE. I LIKE EMINEM AND OTHER ARTISTS WHOSE LYRICS I CAN RELATE TO. I LISTEN TO MUSIC A LOT WHEN I AM UPSET OR ANGRY. IT HELPS ME.

ANGER. WHAT CAN I SAY I AM ANGRY A LOT. SOMETIMES MY ANGER GETS THE BEST OF ME. I CAN GO OFF ON PEOPLE AND BE A TOTAL BITCH TO THEM. I RESORT TO ANGER WHEN I FEEL THREATENED OR SCARED. ITS NOT SOMETHING I AM PROUD OF.

SO THATS ME. THATS WHAT I AM ABOUT. IM A STRONG INSIDER. A STRONG PERSON IN GENERAL. ANYTHING YOU’D LIKE TO KNOW, JUST ASK.
LIZ

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Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “#write 31 days, introducing, Liz!”

  1. You really had to do a lot of job in the past,Liz, to transform from a destructive, “real” dark, into a helpful insider who can manage things. That’s awesome. And it’s a very good trait that you’re so protective of the others in your system.

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