I JUST, DONT WANNA GO!

I WOKE UP FEELING OFF. I DONT WANNA GO TO THERAPY! I WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO GO! I WILL GO,BUT I REALLY DONT WANT TO!
I JUST FEEL LIKE THINGS WILL BE JUST HARD. AND I DONT FEEL IN THE MOOD FOR TALKING! I DEBATED TEXTING EILEEN, AND SAYING I DIDNT FEEL UP TO COMING IN. BUT SOMETHING STOPPED ME.
I THINK WE JUST NEED TO SUCK IT UP AND GO. MAYBE IN THE END WE’LL BE GLAD WE DID.
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Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

8 thoughts on “I JUST, DONT WANNA GO!”

  1. I felt just the same way last week about my therapy. I was very close to cancel it and felt like I really don’t want to go, but realised that if I don’t want to go so badly, it seems that the more there is a reason for me to go and the more I have to need it. Maybe it’s so in your case too, that the more you need it, the more you don’t want to go. I hope it won’t be too hard and will make you feel better. I’ll have therapy later today too. Hugs. 🙂

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