FROM PIXIE!

7 DAYS DOWN! ONE WEEK DONE! YES!

SO HAPPY ONE WEEK OF OCTOBER IS GONE!

YOU ALL DONT KNOW HOW HAPPY IT MAKES ME THAT A WEEK HAS PASSED! AND MOSTLY WITHOUT INCIDENT! WE’RE DOING SOMETHING RIGHT!

THERAPY TOMORROW. I’M NERVOUS. MORE HARD WORK HAS TO BE DONE. MORE MEMORIES UNEARTHED. MORE PAIN, MORE TRAUMA. UG.

WHEN DOES IT GET EASIER? NEVER, IMO. NEVER THATS WHEN.

I THINK I NEED TO JUST VEG IN FRONT OF TV FOR THE EVENING, WE’RE GOING TO WATCH X FACTOR, AND WHATEVER ELSE TAKES OUR FANCY.

I’LL STAY OUT FRONT FOR NOW. GIVE LIZ A BREAK. I’M 23 AFTER ALL, AN ADULT. I CAN DO THIS. I JUST HAVE TO FORCE MYSELF TO BE OK. IM NOT, BUT I’LL MANAGE.

PIXIE

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Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “FROM PIXIE!”

  1. Well done, Pixie, and all of you, for getting through this first week of October. I know it was very hard for you. I hope therapy tomorrow won’t be too hard and will help you to feel better. It’s good you are helping out Liz now, and you’re very brave to do that, despite you don’t feel the best yourself! Hugs. 🙂

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