Hi its Emily

hihihiii everybody
its me Emily
im feeling a little better today
I had a good nights sleep
so now I feel a little bit brighter
im happy about that
I had a good chat to Eileen last night
she told me that I should let the adults look after me
that its ok to let go and be taken care of
that that’s what I need now
and its ok to need that
so im trying hard to just be
just be myself and let go of responsibilities
and let the adults do their job and take care of me
its not easy but im really trying
the first thing I did last night after me and eileen talked was went inside and rested
it felt so good
I felt peaceful and content
the suicidal thoughts have lifted a little
I still sometimes feel worthless
and like I shouldn’t be here
but its lessening
and im glad about that
I didn’t like feeling so bad all of the time
and I don’t like feeling bad about myself either
I just took a shower so now im feeling all fresh
and happy and I made tea as well
im going to just relax for the morning now I think
until our mom comes over later this afternoon
butterfly hugs
loves you,
Emily

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Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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