Poetry

emotions float
as if I was on a boat
float around
not making a sound
but feelings come
they make me feel
sorta crazy?
Yes that’s it
an ear splitting scream
comes from inside
as I try
To help the children
Parts of me that are
Scared beyond measure
Scared of everything
Scared of what the emotions bring
Scared to cry
Try…
To make a sound?
They just want to be found?
Found and held
Finally to be able to say
What it is
They are holding inside
Finally…
Finally…
they want to be
free!

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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