WE MADE IT WE GOT THROUGH THE RITUAL WEEKEND AND WE’RE OK!

THIS IS WILLOW. I JUST WANTED TO COME TO WRITE A QUICK UPDATE.

WE MADE IT AND WE GOT THROUGH THE HOLIDAY THIS PAST WEEKEND, ON FRIDAY THERE WAS A RITUAL HOLIDAY, AND WE WERE FEELING VERY SCARED AND TRIGGERED, AND THINKING WE MAY NOT BE OK.

WE THOUGHT WE MAY BE CONTACTED AND ONE OF THE LOYAL DARKS WOULD MAYBE GO TO THE PEOPLE WHO CONTACT US, WHO ARE ACTUALLY PAST ABUSERS. BUT THEY DIDNT! WE WERE OK! WE WENT TO OUR PARENTS FOR THE WEEKEND AS PLANNED, AND EVERYTHING WAS OK! WHAT A HUGE RELIEF IT IS TO BE ABLE TO SAY THAT WE’RE OK AND WE MADE IT!

YOU DONT KNOW HOW HAPPY THAT MAKES ME TO BE ABLE TO SAY IT!

I EMAILED EILEEN YESTERDAY TO LET HER KNOW WE’RE OK! SHE DIDNT RESPOND TO ME BUT I KNEW SHE WOULDNT. I’M SURE WE’LL HAVE A TON TO TALK ABOUT TOMORROW WITH HER IN OUR SESSION!

THIS IS ONE OF THE FIRST MAJOR RITUAL DATES WHERE NOTHING BAD HAPPENED TO US. THAT IN ITSELF IS HUGE! IT MEANS THAT FINALLY THE ABUSERS ARE HAVING LESS POWER OVER US! YAY!

I’VE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER! AM SO, SO GRATEFUL THAT WE DIDNT GET HURT AND AM SO SO GRATEFUL THAT WE WERE ABLE TO RESIST GOING WITH THEM!
WILLOW

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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