FEEL KINDA LIKE SHIT TONIGHT

SO NOT FEELING GREAT. CANT SLEEP. JUST FEELING LIKE CRAP.

WISHING I COULD SLEEP. JUST CANT SETTLE.

DOING EVERYTHING TO SETTLE BUT NOTHING. ITS SO FRUSTRATING.

LOTS OF SCARED LITTLES HERE TONIGHT. TRYING TO SOOTHE THEM. THEY DONT WANT TO HEAR ME THOUGH. ITS LIKE MY TELLING THEM THEY ARE SAFE AND OK IS NOT GETTING THROUGH.

I HAVE THE RADIO ON. I WAS GOING TO READ BUT DECIDED AGAINST IT BECAUSE DIDNT THINK I’D BE ABLE TO CONCENTRATE ON THE BOOK.

HOPING SLEEP WILL COME SOON. CANT HANDLE THE FEELINGS THAT ARE COMING UP. IM NOT GOOD WITH FEELINGS AT THE BEST OF TIMES, SO, YEAH.
LIZ

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Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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